Monday, 16 March 2009

Wake up

Making my day a happy and wonderful helped me a lot to make my spirits high. I spend one of the days which I have not spent long ago. The day has passed with lots of good memories and I loved each and every second of it.
Mid day came and I decided to try to relax and have some rest. I went to bed, but my brain was still functioning and thinking intensively. I could feel that I was asleep and at the same time my spirit and brain were communicating. I suddenly felt a lot of tension on my body and tightness on my heart. The thoughts started getting deeper and deeper and I could feel my brain arranging things but were not clear at the beginning. I could feel some darkness and pain but did not know what exactly it was.
My body started getting warmer and my heart beats were faster. I felt myself digging and digging the ground. I was digging with curiosity and frustration. Sweaty, tired, sad and so desperate to see what is under that ground. I could see myself digging and concentrating on looking forward without turning right or left, as if I was looking for a treasure which I don’t know what exactly it is myself. Suddenly, I could feel that I reached something and it was a massive round, bronze coloured thing. I tried to touch it but could feel nothing accept the heat.
At that moment I heard my brain saying to me; it is the Earth’s Core, you have reached the Earth’s Core! My eyes went wider than it ever did and my heart beats went faster and faster. And said to me; this is the earth’s core then!? This is where the gravity is controlled. This is what controls all the movements, velocity, earthquakes, electric current, the magnetic power and all what’s happening around us on the planet that we live on. I kept touching it and feeling it and at the same time all my good and bad memories came to my mind and I could feel my soul telling me; wake up and live your happy life. I then decided to climb back on the land. While I was going up my eyes were going wider and I was so impressed with the things that I have not noticed while I was busy digging. I could see on my way up all the layers of earth with all the beautiful colours that it has. I could see all sorts of creatures that live under the grounds, and the water running under there. I felt my spirit was happy and my breath becoming bigger and lighter. I could not believe that I missed all that when I was digging down. I was concentrating on one thing which is the treasure without realising how important to look and listen around when going through pain. At the same time I was so content for seeing all that and waking up from my bad dream. Seeing all those beautiful colours and wonderful creatures which survive under the ground with all that pressure and heat, made me appreciate the life that I have on top of earth.
I woke up from that dream and I was not sure either it was a day dream or what. My heart beats were faster that usual and I was so shaky and nervous. I sat on the bed for few seconds then I screamed and laughed loud and said thank you thank you thank you. Thank you my spirit, thank you my soul, thank you my wonderful universe. I got the message I thank you for the wake up call. I then went to the shower and was still reversing what happened and tried to figure out if it was a dream or not. While I was in the shower, I felt the water running on me so beautifully as if I was under a waterfall. That was the most wonderful feeling I ever had since very very long time ago. I then believed that I am finally backed to my normal life and I am back to whom I was years ago. I am alive again and I kept saying it again and again and again….
Thank you my universe thank you for waking me up. Thank you for the wake up call which I never thought it exists. Thank you.

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