Life can be better.

Since the day I received the wake up call, I could feel myself a different person. A person who appreciate herself. A person who looks to life in a meaningfully and positively. Things started clearing and turned to be more obvious to my brain. My way of thinking, emotions and view of life became brighter towards many things. It is like removing dust of my furniture and making it shine.
Even the things that I hated in my life, I could get better explanation and wiser thought in a peaceful and loving way. That, helped me look at them wisely and in a wider way to solving them and make myself accept them in a satisfied way. Even the people that I hated, though I didn't mean to hate them, it was just the memories, I could forgive them and accept them the way they are. Because, I realised that I can not change them to whom I want them to be, but I can deal with them and communicate with them lovingly and in a way that satisfies me and them as well.That wake up call made me learn that life is better than what it is; it has a lot of good thing and good people. But the people are so naive and so distracted with their life requirements and life needs. Their minds are busy how to make others satisfied with them; and they are seeking to see them happy. They are running and working hard to be apprised by others, without realising that they have to appraise themselves and love themselves first in order to reach their satisfaction.How many people I have lived with and how much have I seen in life, where people get up from morning till the time they go back to bed at night, just thinking how to make the family leader or the person that (they gave the authority to judge them) happy. I was one of them and I know how exhausting it is and how it is a never ending story. And if it ends it always ends with misery and depression.
Till when will people be like that? How long does it take them to realise that they have been wasting their precious life in satisfying others? We are human beings who have been created for a reason. It is for our own happiness and our own ending. We are not born to occupy our brains for others.
Everyone has his own brain and own organs to get used of for the good things, for love, for care, for our health and happiness.
That is why each and every human being has his own brain, and that is why God didn't give the brain to only the authorised person and left us without one. If he wanted us to be controlled by one thinking, he could have created only one person with a big brain and left us without one in order to follow our leader with whatever he thinks is right or wrong for us.
He created us with hearts to love and care for ourselves and at the same way that we love ourselves to love others. He didn't give it to us to hate and create the grudge feeling, jealousy and hate. That is not us humans; that is the job of the Devil who should not exist.How long will it take human beings to realise this, it is so obvious from the day a baby is born all he receives from him parents and family is tender loving care. But what happens when he grows up? Why does it change to orders, rules, lies, threatening and punishments? Why can it not be the same care and love forever? We are human and we are born to love each others forever. We are supposed to argue when it comes to argue for lack of love. To fight for good, peaceful and loving life.Why by the age of 7 years old the child starts building fear? All of us grew up like that, feeling guilty all the time, fearful and scarred for nothing that exists in our real life. We only think of being judged even for doing good things we wait to be appraised and if not that means there must be a punishment. We need to open our brains and work on ourselves. We need to admire ourselves and love ourselves. We need to free our thinking and our souls to ask and look for the answer. We need free of being told what the answers and be accepted to argue. We should stop accepting the brain wash that we get every single day. Free ourselves, our thoughts, our souls and heart. Start searching for the truth, the way we think we are happy with without, hate, fear or judging others.
It is so hard for me as well but as I promised myself, I live the way my life is changing and I am working on it till the end.